Thursday 8 August 2013

Wrong planet, Wrong century.

As I sat watching TV, it occurred to me that I can only relate to factual programs.
As with my daily life, I have no connection with smiling relationships, social events, theatre, cinema, holidays or other satisfying activities depicted every second of the day in programs and commercials.
Even the ads have nothing that I can consider, and cause low level anxiety - I can't sign up for insurance or other support services shown. I have no idea why not, but that's what I've been told!
  • Credit / saving offers - no.
  • Life or Income Insurance - no
  • Restaurants - no.
  • Travel / Weekend away - no.
  • Go out with the kids - no. 
  • Catch a taxi, train or bus - no.
  • Meet new people in social  events- no.
  • Develop hobby interests - no.
  • Get a job - no.
  • Run in the park or ride a bike - no.
  • Buy a pet - no.
  • Eat the food I like - no.
I understand why, and where I am, but it's painful to be reminded every hour of every day what a failure I've become.

Maybe I should claim stress related anxiety from these advertisers and providers! Haha

130902: How can I be so universally invisible, or perhaps the current political, social, economic and every other climate is affecting everyone the same way.  On the upside, I did get a reply from my sheet metalwork fabricator - saying that my contacting him was a coincidence, as he'd been wondering where I was nowadays. - so Bazinga! I'm not unloved after all.